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Swarms - A prophetic dream

It was a beautiful day.
I was outside enjoying life along with many others. Some were believers and some clearly were not. I have never seen them before.  

Suddenly I heard a deep, heavy rumbling. An ominous, haunting, sound. I looked over my shoulder to see three large swarms; of what I am not exactly sure. What I did know is that they were dark in nature and NOT GOOD and also not FAR OFF. From where we were.

I simultaneously began to warn everyone around me, while running towards what looked like a church building; picking up babies and small children along the way. Quickly ushering as many as I could into the building before the swarms arrived.

Sadly many, many people ignored my warnings. It seemed like most ignored them. Even the adult believers. 

They were answering back to me, saying, 

"God will protect us out here! We don't won't to come inside right now."

Others seemed more skeptical and said “Oh, that's just rain, I'm sure."

I was so sad, but still had to close the door to the building to keep the children safe. Going all the way into the very inner room of the church. There was a hidden door. I ushered all the babies and small children and just a few of the adults that came with me inside. 

The door closed by itself and disappeared into the wall.

I do believe this is a warning dream from God. One of several I have had. Telling us to be prepared for the perilous days that are coming.  To not be distracted by our own agendas.

It is easy to get caught up in the daily grind of our lives, but what profit it a man if he gains the world and looses his soul in the process? (Matthew 16:26)

We need to keep our priorities straight or for some of us GET our priorities in order or we will not be ready.

Yeshua gave us the parable of the Ten Virgins as an example in Mathew 25

"At that time the kingdom of heaven will be like ten virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish and five were wise. The foolish ones took their lamps but did not take any oil with them. The wise, however, took oil in jars along with their lamps. The bridegroom was a long time in coming, and they all became drowsy and fell asleep.

 "At midnight the cry rang out: 'Here's the bridegroom! Come out to meet him!'
 "Then all the virgins woke up and trimmed their lamps. The foolish ones said to the wise, 'Give us some of your oil; our lamps are going out.'
 " 'No,' they replied, 'there may not be enough for both us and you. Instead, go to those who sell oil and buy some for yourselves.'
 "But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived. The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet. And the door was shut.
 "Later the others also came. 'Sir! Sir!' they said. 'Open the door for us!'
 "But he replied, 'I tell you the truth, I don't know you.'
 "Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour."

The Heart of the Lord

The heart of the Lord is not fragile, though it is tender that it is for sure.
Longing for the return of His children, every heart that is pure.
His gift to us, our will to choose, the Lord will not interfere.
Still His love, mercy and grace are there for those who choose to Him draw near.
He has not left us all alone, in this world so harsh and cold.
His words of life and blessings we have, for those who choose to take hold.
These words I have written down are true, still it breaks my heart.
To see so very many fall away. From His presence depart.
He, Adonai, our Creator, chose to make a way.
After we, His creation chose to disobey.
For us to be with Him once again, for all eternity.
Tho it took sacrificing His own life. He, is the key.
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So, why am I writing all this?

I have been in prayer and my heart has been grieving for all the prodigals. 
As I grieved I have seen the heart of the Father - And as sad as mine is, as many tears as I have shed, I can not even begin to describe what I have experienced seeing as I have looked upon the face of Abba.

The way I see it is Adam and Eve were the first prodigals.
They were the first ones to experience the Freedom of Free Will. Well with free will comes the responsibility of trust. Which means "great faith". They both failed and terribly so. Their failure changed the course of history for everyone.

(But in the end the Lord swooped in and made a way for us to be with Him for all eternity)

Now, we all have the same free will. everyone one of us, and the same choice to make.
Our surroundings are a bit different. We don't live in the beautiful, perfect, sinless Eden... still, it boils down to,
"Will" we trust God? Will we believe?

You see we no longer (just) have eternal life. At least not right away. Our predecessors ruined that for us. However, God made a way. It took great sacrifice on his part.
He actually had to become Man Himself. (John 1:14 from the brit hadasha) Live among us and one day sacrifice His life for us. Brutally, horrifically.
John 3:18
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only and unique Son, so that everyone who trusts in him may have eternal life, instead of being utterly destroyed. 17 For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but rather so that through him, the world might be saved. 18 Those who trust in him are not judged; those who do not trust have been judged already, in that they have not trusted in the one who is God’s only and unique Son.."

But, make no mistake - the same one who created us - 
ADONAI Eloheim-Tzva'ot
Has made a way, this way, for us to once again live eternally with Him.
It just takes a bit of that "free will" on our part to "choose to believe" God could, would, does, love us that much.

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I just have to wonder...

Do my sons ever think about their Mum?

Do my sons ever remember those precious moments way back when?

A prayer, a song or  just a laugh we shared?

I just have to 



My heart misses them so.



Joshua James, Jeremy Joseph and Jacob John 💙💙💙

Jacob John

I miss you

Love, Mom